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                       hat many people       some sort of desire: to pay rent in   purposeless dreams and aspira-
                       are actually doing    a fine apartment or house, to buy   tions that would ensure that people
                       presently is drift-   the latest car or gadget, to be seen at   would remain caught up in a quest
          Wing through life. I               the trendiest club or pub, to have an   for what did not matter at all in
          should know, I was an expert at this   attractive spouse, to travel to some   the grand scheme of things – but
          at one point. I believed that I had   fancy hotel in an exotic location and   they sure would be kept busy, like
          latched on to the secret of how to   then tell everyone about it, to spend   little ants set on building a massive
          make it in this world and I followed   money on the best and most expen-  empire that will at some point be at
          my belief faithfully to its inevitable   sive bottle of alcohol, to send one’s   the mercy of the raining season. All
          end. Nowhere. I got nowhere very   children to the finest schools, to be   this activity would be sustained by
          quickly because God had mercy on   seen to be rising through the ranks   regular rewards (promotions) and
          me and made me very tired of the   of the corporate establishment, to   gifts (pay hikes and awards) that
          things that were going on around   be some kind of shining example    would keep the people motivated
          me. I understood that they had no   at church and on and on. Along    and moving without investigating
          meaning or real value, and made no   the way, toss in some good deeds   the invisible, yet discernible, struc-
          sense for the long haul. That’s what   like charity to a children’s home,   ture that was around them that was
          saved me.                          or something equally heartwarm-    designed to keep them in place and
                                             ing, and you were set. Conscience   the system running… and them
          I could suddenly see very clearly   appeased.                         drifting aimlessly through life. Qui-
          that there was a pattern to the things                                etly accepting the status quo. Not
          that mankind wanted. All of them   I realized that all that the world   paying attention.
          revolved around the satisfaction of   had to offer was one long list of



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