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        putting  the  mask  back on  and  trying  to cover it,  you’ve  already  seen
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        the whole show. You’ve seen it. So, it’s like God showing, God exposing
        people to themselves.”                                                   “being surrendered takes
        Dave chips in concerning some of the challenges he’s faced at work,       out all the anxiety. We
        “Sharon reminds me that I’m not there for them. And they’re not the ones
        that placed me there. God has placed me there. So I walk in with a smile   just have this daily joy of
        and I say you know good morning and go about my business and they        knowing that no matter
        can do what they want. They can talk about me or be unfriendly or not   what we’re going through,
        talk to me. Several people don’t talk to me, they just don’t and I’m not   God is with us. Even if
        worried about it.”                                                       it is the fire, even if  it is
        We asked Dave to share a very intimate  part  of his  story, his  own
        personal battle with depression. He had this to say, “Sharon has just   the valley, it’s going to be
        been such a key instrument in my restoration. …when I had met you       okay. We’ll have victory in
        guys in 2017 (referring to my husband Samuel and I), I was in such a    whatever presents itself.”
        deep dark place of depression and oppression and pain, a lot of pain
        from my previous marriageand still living in that pain and I was on three   he  had  experienced  something
        medications, two specifically for depression.” He goes on to share with   called  brain  zaps,  which  are  a
        us that one afternoon, the same sister that he had come to Mombasa to   feeling  like  an  electrical  shock.

                                                                                David says, “Oh it was horrible. It
                                                                                was  really  really  uncomfortable
                                                                                and  disconcerting  coz  we’re  like
                                                                                what was going on? And Sharon’s
                                                                                influence and her listening to God
                                                                                and  saying  …you’re  no longer
                                                                                taking  this  medication,  you  don’t
                                                                                need it. You don’t need it so stop
                                                                                taking it.”
                                                                                Sharon  says,  “Medication  isn’t
                                                                                supposed to do that to you.”
                                                                                Having taken note of the growing
                                                                                cases of depression globally and
                                                                                their impact on young and old, rich
        support with the project came to see him along with two other sisters   and  poor alike, we asked  David
        and they asked him about three or four times how he was. Eventually     what  he  thought  the  cause  and
        he said, “I’m not well.”He adds, “So they prayed over me and we had a   cure are.
        time of fellowship and it took some time but they declared over me that   “It’s trauma, in most people’s cases,
        my mind was healed and that healing had started taking place that day   it’s  trauma.  I think  today, more
        and that was just that kind of that brew that God had going, that He was   than  ever,  a  significant  catalyst
        preparing me for Sharon and preparing us for our lives together.” One   or  significant  seed  in  depression
        of the sisters asked him specifically, “Do you know what David means?   is  people’s   expectations   for
        Do you know your name?” She said, “You are Beloved!” Fulfilling a word   themselves  and  the  way  they
        given to him by a pastor a few weeks prior, who had said to him “Within   compare themselves  to others
        two or three weeks you’re going to understand what it (David) means.”   and it’s social media that  fuels
        “So I have that plaque up there from that wood carver down in Mtwapa    that fire of ‘I must be this person I
        that says Daudi, Fearfully and Wonderfully Made.So the Fearfully and    must look this way I must have my
        Wonderfully  Made  theme  was  the  healing  part  of my brain  and  my   selfie with the Eiffel tower behind
        depression  and  so  on. But  Sharon  has  been  so  instrumental  in  my   me.’
        recovery… her encouragement was what helped me follow through with      But  it’s  this  thing  it’s  almost  like
        the titration of that medication, coming all the way off of it. I came off it   the  souls…  well they’re lost.  And
        but suffered some pretty heavy physical side effects.”                  we’re holistic beings, what we do
        David and Sharon shared that as he was coming off the medication,       in  the  physical  manifests  in  the
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