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the reset


          THE RESET

          The Holy Spirit brought to my attention that one of the primary reasons
          this ectopic pregnancy had happened was because with our tongues we
          had tied our tubes and therefore, we needed to break that tie and ask
          for forgiveness from God for not seeking His will first. This has since
          become our approach to family planning. After all, He had already in-
          structed me (while I was in high school) not to family plan until I at
          least had my first child. An instruction that, if nothing else, should have
          informed me that my fertility was in my Father’s hands. It matters to
          Him what I choose to do with my body. We repented together for it and
          I physically felt a shift happen in me. I knew it was done!
          We organized for my husband to first take the children to his parents’
          house (not too far from where we live) while I was supposed to prepare
          to leave and meet him on the way. The plan was to first go meet proph-
          et Ronie before heading to South C to meet my doctor. However, my
          husband got delayed at his parents’ and we agreed that I should proceed
          for the first meeting, which was at the Central Business District (CBD)
          a.k.a. town.


          When I got there, the Prophet of God took me on a different tangent
          than I was expecting. He spoke into and about my life and our lives.
          Interestingly, and no surprise either, a good number of the things were
          aligned to what I had been hearing and especially the question, “Who
          said? Or what have you heard?”
          We went on for almost two hours and that is when my husband joined
          us. He briefly spoke into his life too. All the while, I had not told the
          prophet what had brought us before him. Five minutes before we con-
          cluded the meeting, we shared with him what the scan had said and also
          what we had heard God say about the situation. I was expecting very
          dramatic prayers and prophecy to follow, but all he said, “It is done! All
          is well!” Then a very short prayer and we were off.



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