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boy. Everyone agreed it was perfect. Complete… But not God! There
was still another expression He needed to birth through us and so…
HE RESET!

My husband and I know we are His living Epistles and a good number
of the things He needs men to know, He makes us live them first so
that those who have eyes can see and those with ears can hear. This has
become clearer for us, especially with the birthing of every seed and
prophetic Rhema He has given us through our children: Zara Thandiwe
(A seed sown by Love for Love) and Jezreel Huru (The Lord Himself
sows; He is Spirit and where the Spirit is there is Liberty). So together,
they live out His expression of Love and Freedom. And now… Allow
us to share what we believe is the Father’s Heart as far as the expression
of the new birthing… Faithful Grace Samara.

The Fullness Of Faith

It was clear that this pregnancy journey was going to be like no other. It
was going to be a Faith journey, but that because He had already taught
us Faith during Zara’s pregnancy journey, we were going to be learning
it from a different level. In the fullness of it.

Zara’s pregnancy was characterized by a lot of fear. I went to see the
gynaecologist every two weeks because she considered it a ‘high-risk’
pregnancy. Being my first pregnancy, I also did not know what to ex-
pect, and the extra caution the doctor expressed was not helping either.
Therefore, every little thing that I felt or did not feel was enough to
send me running back to her clinic. Inasmuch as faith was active, fear
was real.

First, we were told I have PCOS and might therefore need fertility drugs
when we were ready to conceive. As far as OUR PLANS we were con-

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