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          I find myself pondering the follow-
          ing: Who makes the rules? Who gets
          to decide what is right and what is
          wrong and to what scale? When you
          keenly track back to the colonial and
          post-colonial era in Africa, you will
          notice that the number of atrocities
          and perhaps genocides committed
          by the colonial masters were far too
          grave to the point that they do not
          encourage open talks about those
          incidents anywhere in the world.
          Another school of thought would
          argue that civilization comes at a
          cost but the right question would be:
          ‘At what cost or at all costs?’
          As a constant victim of these in-
          cidences, Africa has a tendency of
          exhibiting very kind, generous and
          compassionate perspectives of oth-
          ers but not of themselves. I am still
          yet to see any match in the entire
          world to the level of generosity and
          kindness that Africans have even in
          the midst of oppression. Recently,
          I got a sample of some letters done
          by African people to their enslavers
          in ancient America (The Washington
          Post, 2022: The painful, cutting and   you again, promising to do better for me   good chance” is you propose to give me. I
          brilliant letters Black people wrote   than anybody else can. I have often felt   am doing tolerably well here. I get $25 a
          to their former enslavers), and one   uneasy about you. I thought the Yankees   month, with victuals and clothing; have
          letter that was striking was done by   would have hung you long before this, for   a comfortable home for Mandy (the folks
          Jourdon Anderson in 1865. Jourdon   harboring Rebs they found at your house. I   call her Mrs. Anderson), and the children,
          Anderson and his family were freed   suppose they never heard about your going   Milly, Jane, and Grundy, go to school and
          by Union troops during the civil   to Colonel Martin’s to kill the Union   are learning well. The teacher says Grundy
          war and left Tennessee for Ohio.   soldier that was left by his company in   has a head for a preacher. They go to
          A few months after the war ended,   their stable.                     Sunday school, and Mandy and me attend
          Anderson’s former enslaver wrote                                      church regularly. We are kindly treated.
          to him, asking him to return to the   Although you shot at me twice before I left   Sometimes we overhear others saying,
          plantation, where the harvest was   you, I did not want to hear of  your being   “Them colored people were slaves” down
          about to come in, and promising in   hurt, and am glad you are still living. It   in Tennessee. The children feel hurt when
          return a wage and freedom. Here    would do me good to go back to the dear   they hear such remarks; but I tell them it
          is a full write up of what Anderson   old home again, and see Miss Mary and   was no disgrace in Tennessee to belong to
          had to say:                        Miss Martha and Allen, Esther, Green,   Colonel Anderson. Many darkeys would
          Dayton, Ohio, August 7, 1865       and Lee. Give my love to them all, and   have been proud, as I used to be, to call
                                             tell them I hope we will meet in the better   you master.
          To my old Master, Colonel P. H. Ander-  world, if  not in this. I would have gone   Now if  you will write and say what wages
          son, Big Spring, Tennessee         back to see you all when I was working   you will give me, I will be better able to
          Sir:                               in the Nashville Hospital, but one of  the   decide whether it would be to my advantage
                                             neighbors told me that Henry intended to   to move back again.
          I got your letter, and was glad to find that   shoot me if  he ever got a chance.
          you had not forgotten Jourdon, and that   I want to know particularly what “the   As to my freedom, which you say I can
          you wanted me to come back and live with



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